I KNEW this would happen!!

Which is EXACTLY why I was SO very careful about it.

I DELIBERATELY didn't let myself get properly attached.

I CLEVERLY made sure I never said, "I liked him" without adding, "Because I was bored."

I CUNNINGLY didn't make a jackass of myself around him, opting instead for the icy stance (If I can't be Funny Matmat, I'd rather be That Cool Bitch as opposed to The Mealy Mouthed Blatherer).

And I RATHER BRILLIANTLY made sure to give myself LOTS of pep talks telling myself this was temporary and that it'd pass.

(it didn't pass.)

I'm sorry, WHAT?

(I said, It didn't pass.)

Err, you'll need to speak up, dear.

IT DIDN'T PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY didn't it pass?! HOW the hell did I let him GROW on me?! NO! He's NOT my type, I'm ABSOLUTELY not his type, he's the FURTHEST from my type you could GET! (within reasonability, people!)

And yet, I'm stuck now with a crush that won't leave me the hell alone.

:( And I leave school in about five days. And then, after another five weeks, I won't see him again ever.

The scariest and most annoying thing is, I don't know if it'll affect me.

Queen Sana at 4:45 PM