It's just that I'm having a lot of trouble putting all the stuff going on in my life into words.

So instead, I'll steal an idea from Lu Wee and try bulleting my awesome list of:

Fings Going On In The Life Of The Matmat

- I have recently started converting my Ths into Fs or Vs, don't ask why.

- Things've been getting worse with my dad and see no way of working out...unless of course he comes to me crying and apologizes. Which is never going to happen given that he can never understand why he's wrong in the first place. Not that he tries to anyway.

- I'm having SERIOUS worries about accomodation at Uni! UNFORCH, being a dumbass, I applied late...so I'm basically gonna have to cross my fingers and hope that tons of people get rejected. I mean, whaat?

- Some lucky moron must be feeling the same way about Melbourne University....I applied there for their (number 1 in Au) Med Course and didn't make it. Kiss my 98.55 scoring ass, Melbourne.

- Vulnerability is, from what I've deduced, ridiculously attractive to members of the Male species. I'd rather be me: intimidating, opinionated and strong willed, as opposed to some sweet and non-threatening "lady". I'm no "lady" and I'm proud.

- I have a lot of pride. I'm not sure if it's a good thing. But I'm keeping it.

- University scares me...really badly, too. All this stuff, I'm not used to making decisions that could potentially affect the rest of my life, and it's really frightening.

- God is unfortunately silent. I've decided to continue waiting it out.

Queen Sana at 10:17 AM